I don't know how to parent. Why did God give me children? I am afraid I am just hurting them. I am so demanding, and expect so much. Will they think that I love them or that they always had to earn my love? Most parents think their kids are the greatest. I feel like I can see all the faults in my children. I've heard it said that a mother is very possessive of her children and gets upset if anyone bothers them in some way -- The idea that it's better to meet an angry bear than an angry mother. Or the example of a parent who will always take his child's side. That is not me. Are my children missing out?
How does God love me?
I think I will ponder that as I fall asleep.
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